Why must life be so complicated and nerve-wracking? Grey hairs will probably be appearing on my head within the next month or so, if they're not already there.
The last couple of days, I've been feeling rather down. As I told my friend, it feels like I'm on an obstacle course filled with ditches, and whenever I try to jump out of the ditch, I jump completely over the 'normal' ground and land in another ditch. The thought has crossed my mind to just not try to jump again, to just stop trying, to just wait it out. I don't know what I've decided - to try again, or wait it out.
I start my new job on Tuesday. That will provide some income, but if A. doesn't send money for what he owes me, then I won't be able to get a car for quite a while, which means I won't be able to sign the papers for my apartment.
What to do?!
... and Parker. :(
and my books. :-(
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